2003-09-02

ironymaiden: (Default)
2003-09-02 08:09 pm
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Paying for Exhuming McCarthy

"I have never lost confidence in you. Never."

C dropped by to tell me that. Sometimes I feel like my heart will burst when he drops one of those perfect phrases.

i've had a series of bad days at work, leading to worse days. i feel like i can't do anything right. i hate what i do. i've lost confidence in me and it keeps snowballing.

REM was great. stipe was relaxed and chatty, and they played exhuming mccarthy and they played nightswimming and at my most beautiful. i cried and held onto C and was glad to be there.

what upsets me the most is that being upset destroys my sense of humor. i will take a bath and that will make it better.

maybe.